People See the Things I Achieve and Ask How I Am So Disciplined

People see the things I achieve and sometimes ask me how I am so disciplined. But my AI project Psy Lab revealed something shocking: I am not at all disciplined, I am just addicted to achievements. It revealed many other cracks in me: my intensity and crash pattern, the distorted stories my mind tells to protect itself and how much the most traumatic experience of my life made me a psychologist and help the students who are going through something similar. The trauma in my 11th grade made me a counselor who helps 11th graders.